4 Aralık 2012 Salı

Our Lady


Our Lady of the Rosary shall know
many good poets spoke many good words
about roses and other good things
and when we strive to follow in their footsteps
her face is the rosary on our tongue
her memory bead after bead
her memory rose after rose

Our Lady of Mercy
now needs to rain upon
other bards and travellers
and teach them how one shows mercy
to himself. Our Lady of Mercy
now needs to be the steady branch
under some other tired bird,
the steady branch
under some other unsure flower bud, the steady branch under
some other woodcutter’s hand,
goodbye, Our Lady of Mercy,
thank your blessed heart for trying even though you knew
we have way too many sins to forgive.

Our Lady of Peace
we try to be in peace in her absence—
there is no anger, there is no strength
left in us to unsheathe an anger,
to unsheathe a grief, to unsheathe our hands, to unsheathe our hearts.
Peace she has taught us well, but in her presence
we swung our rotten wooden fears and swords, pretended to be at war
and in her absence now, we pretend to be in a peace
that is not the peace of a graveyard,
                                           of a borderline,
                                           of a still pool of blood,
                                                a stiffness,
                                                a silence.
When does a silence become a peace? When is longing’s edge made blunt?

Our Lady of Navigators
stands now on a deserted island
she does not wait for other sailors
but she cannot steer us now
our ships without wind, anyhow,
are but other deserted islands,
our hearts
but other deserted ships in the wind
lost in the Depth and the Breadth
without her steering.

Our Lady of Sorrows
was not a lady of so many sorrows
ere she met us, we have been to her
a gale to a naked soil
a whip to a naked back
a dagger to a naked heart
a lie against the naked truth
an us against a her
but now we are made barren, we are flogged, whipped, struck
now we are being lied to
and it is too hard to be an us without a her.

Our Lady of the Rosary shall know
many good poets spoke many good words
about roses and other good things
and when we strive to follow in their footsteps
her face is the rosary on our tongue
her memory bead after bead
her memory rose after rose

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